au naturel

I value my conversations with anybody  it doesn`t necessarily be a good one. What exactly is a good conversation? I don`t exactly know. I don`t really care  as long as we get into an understanding that we`re enjoying our "talk".

I hate silence, it gives me the creeps. I sleep with my TV on  or else my imaginations will go haywire and give me terrible dreams. I need a proof of reality that I am indeed in the confinements of my room.

I`m claustrophobic - that explains why I detest elevators  though they save me from climbing the stairs. I get dizzy in bus seats,  because it`s too close and narrow… it`s not actually,  I`m just too big to fit in.. =P

I`m human  with a complete anatomy. I hate pain  though I usually submit myself to several piercings. Maybe through that my pain tolerance will increase - making me insusceptible to what I`m actually terrified of.

I move a lot. I`m very hyper according to my friends, though I don`t understand why I don`t lose the calories. I love to dance, run around, and mess up with my friends. Those are the small joys of my life that keeps my day happy. 

Background behind the Dormitory`s sauna spa.

-hot

-similar to boiling water

-don`t know how they handle the heat

-pop your nerves

Rules:

-not to be mixed with cold water

-not to be used after midnight

-must be naked when soaking

About that night.

-played tong-its

-waited till no one`s left in the sauna

-cannot indulge with strangers around

-broke the rules

-mixed a lot of cold water

-used it at 2am (that`s after midnight, right?)

-wore some items that can be qualified as clothing

-stayed there just before the dorm managers woke up

After the spa

-talked, talked, and talked until the sun`s up

-proved to be a clear day

-Mt. Fuji even showed a little of her beauty through my veranda

-planned to go to McDonalds by 6:30am

-the girls do need some nap, y`know… got up at 7:30am

-din2 was messing up.. saying she`s not coming

-as usual, she slept.

-mich & I went to get some French fries

-not yet available; only breakfast meals are in

-ordered some (?) though… French fries will be available by 10:30

-hanged-out in McDo till then… ordered our cravings..

Instead of going back to the dormitory…

-went to upper Mitsukyo

-shopped at the cheap store

-got a baby Mickey stuff toy for only 400yen. An original from disney store… it`s recycled, nevertheless, a Mickey.

-peed in a convenience store

-rained

-checked out another department store

Back to the dormitory…

-washed the stuff

-went to a video rental shop afterwards with Mich and Dine

-rented three videos, namely: Last Samurai, Drumline, and The Sweetest Thing.

-watched all of it that night

Another sleepless night…

My thighs were still sore from the all-night partying the other day. Mich was suffering from a similar ache in her knees, but at least she can run up and down the stairs with ease. The muscles in my thighs are like sausages that burst in the microwave. I`m just mighty glad my skin`s not popping yet, or I`ll be damned.

As usual, we hanged on the sala to watch FRIENDS. Grace was laughing like a hyena before she went up. She goes to bed early, I admire her. She never lets us influence her on doing the otherwise. Hehe. That`s why she never gets the eyebags we proudly conceal behind dark glasses and smiles. The latter definitely works best, since we don`t go around in dark glasses. Bwahaha!

Back to the story…

After a good ol` dose of hearty laughter, we got hitched with several rounds of tong-its. The winner get a good tap from Mich`s "jugjog"… a pink-and-purple rubber massager - the kind that you tap on your aching muscles. "Jugjog"`s a great comforter - she takes all our aches away with a tap!

The winner then gets a good "jugjog"!

The time clicked her hands away… Mich suggested we try the O-FU-RU  — she pronounced it that way, I don`t really know how it`s written. It`s the sauna bath the people here loved to soak at. They tell me it`s so hot that your nerves start showing in your skin surface.

I`ve always wanted to try it, but I`m kind of scared to go by myself. One thing that really stops me is the fact that you have to soak in there naked, along with other indulgees. Oh my — the thought of soaking in a tub together with a bunch of boob-shooting & mons pubis-showing dormmates just freaks me out. (Sigh!)

I`ve seen boobs before and lots of scoochies. I practically change in-front of my girlfriends - ask Jef, Karen, Maken, Shang, Dine and those who knew me intimately. I was even willing to go naked with Mich and Dine, but they are not that comfortable either. I mean, it`s perfectly fine really — if you`re with people you know. Ahihi… the thought`s a little kinky.

On the other hand, Mich thinks the other way around. She`d rather go naked in-front of people she doesn`t know. It`s like "So what? They don`t know me anyway". The thought that we`d be looking at each other`s equipment just sets her out of her wits. Whew!

Anyway… moving on AGAIN!

We settled with tank tops and panties.

One thing I`m hanging on — the bartender was cute! (Dadi, no need to panic… everybody thought so. I Love you very much!)

Grace and I finally went to explore the big, wierd world of TOkyo — by ourselves. Devoid of any Michelle and Claudine! Boy, we`re so damn proud of ourselves!

First stop - Yokohama. (We`re guided by Iyuko, a dormmate, up to this point anyway.)

-Went to ask the Tourist Information for train directions to Akihabara, Japan`s Electronic Town. The lady-attendant was hesitant to give us the directions - telling us that Yokohama has enough electronic stores - if we just want to get a digicam. We ended up lying that "We`re meeting a friend there…" <– That worked anyway.

Next Stop - Tokyo.

-Changed train. Grace and I squabbling whether to buy a ticket or get a fare adjustment when we arrive in Akihabara. The train arrived, so we opted for the latter.

Next - Akihabara.

-Left or Right? Went Right - OFF TO ELECTRONIC TOWN!!

-Checked out DigiCams. Grace and I both felt in love with Sony DSC-P200. A 7.2 mega-pixel babe… We`re getting it next month. We could have bought it right there and then — but the thought of starvation for the rest of the month made us see sense.

-Checked out some more… Laptops, iPods, and other stuff we`d want to own. Bwahaha! Everything was on sale — Golden Week mantra. Too bad, we ain`t have enough savings. Bleh!

-Instead of some gadgets (since we`re in the Mecca-of-elecro), we ended up shopping for clothes. We ended up hanging out at Uniqlo - they`re on sale!

-Ate in McDonalds, bought some stuff in HyakuYen…

-Bought my first CHUCK TAYLORs! It`s RED and I LOVE IT! (the highlight of my first Akihabara experience…)

Final Stop - Shibuya.

-Went around. We`re meeting at 10pm at one of the station`s exits.

-Had dinner in a noodle shop.

-Changed outfits and made up for the big night — in the station`s toilet.

*** Club Pure ***

(Met new kababayans - Tere , from UP - currently in Tokyo University, and Margarita, married to a Japanese. Marriane also brought along her Japanese dormmate — Imiko?

~the place we spent the night dancing with endless glasses of DRINKS! (I`m highlighting it… doesn`t mean it`s all booze, y`know. I actually had glasses of water and some stuff in-between…)

~some "I-don`t-wanna-name-names" thought their hot, started making moves, had to tell one of the club`s staff (the cute bartender - Dadi, peace! I love you!) about them.

~met an Irish lady named Vicky who ended up sermoning the "I-don`t-wanna-name-names" group.

~everything was settled, to the point that the leader of the group asked my help because he`s falling in love with Vicky. He even asked her to visit S**-**** to meet his family. My-my…

~Vicky is with a friend named Elmar, whom Tere (one of the Pinoy`s studying in Tokyo University) had a good chat with…

~at 4:45, we called it a night. We - with Vicky and Elmar - found a good place to grab something to eat.

~ate with lots of chitchats about this and that.

~parted ways with Vicky and Elmar. Then in the station, parted ways with the Tere, Marianne, and Imiko (?).

… Homeward bound at 6:30am.

-slept in the train. took a f*cked-up taxi on the way home.

-slept until Tari/Uma rang my doorbell..

THE BARGUY WAS DAMN CUTE!!!!

*** Well, I just miss my Dadi Junex so much… The barguy kinda looked like him - bonnet, black shirt, and stuff… Whew!

The barguy was cute, period. Nothing more, nothing less ( I hope).

It was 10pm, May 1. Two ladies rang my doorbell to clarify if I`m going clubbing with them tomorrow. The two ladies were Michelle and Claudine from Room 221 and 101, respectively.

The Michelle girl suggested to go to Family Mart, a nearby convenience store, to get some food. We contemplated… and went with the girl. I don`t want to buy any food stuff, since I already splurged my money in the extravagant grocery I bought earlier in that day. I went because I need to get myself a new eyeliner and pressed powder, since I ran out of those. The eyeliner I bought in Hyaku (100) yen store was no good - so much for being cheap. Avon is still my best shot at that. We hanged out in my room. Then everything turned wacky! We made up Claudine`s face and dressed her up with a skirt I bought earlier that day, as well. Boy, she was gorgeous! She finally evolved into a lady. Then someone ran back to her room and got some stuff, then the other followed.

The next thing we know, sissy stuff filled my room and clothing piled on my bed. Then the photoshoot followed… We had several "on the making shots" and supposedly candid ones in my room.

We weren`t contented with the location confinement. So, we decided to relocate and move to the Sala. At 2:00 in the morning, we were parading our guts towards the now abandoned Sala. Then, time passed without notice… the only thing we realized is that our *YAWNs* are getting bigger and bigger.

Time check - 4:10 am! Oh boy!

Time to shed off the masks and get some beauty rest. We wanted to enjoy the sauna spa in the dorm. Unfortunately, it`s not spa day. We just checked our weight and calculated how much we`ve "earned" so far.

Shower time! We showered together - not literally together, but adjacent cubicles. We has some humility left, despite our "pigginess" (baboy!). Our chatter blend with the music Michelle provided. The warm water just felt so good in the skin…

After drying up and undies-shirts-and-shorts ritual, we decided to call it a night, or dawn… The sun was already rising when we went back to our respectively havens. What a night!

I`ll be sharing some of the photos with you guys soon. (The photos are actually here!!!)

Verna, a muse
Goddeslet, Me
Stupidity case to share

I`m a dancer!
A singer!
In my own right

I`m an artist!
An actress!
But I hate pretentions.

I`m big!
With tons of cellulites!
But I`m HOT.

I love make-ups
I love color
Not the loud ones though

Laughter is my passion
Stuffed toys are my collection
Cartoons are my daily dose of good-ol` smiles

Junex makes my world go round
He makes my heart thump
He never cease to make me smile

He hugs me like a stuff toy
He makes up all the colors
the cartoons, and the laughs

That`s all for now
My mind is going blank
Nothing sPecial

Another nonesense
That makes up a lot
of the real ME