au naturel

i’ve just recovered from some cylic lunatic intervals that i sometimes get stuck with. lately was horrible though, i suffered for almost two weeks. blame the unreleased stored energy, or fat.

now, i’m back on track — tallying all the surviving braincells maintaining my 16MB memory brain. i’ve consulted the braincell cheiftain and IT calmly informed me that they can still work competently as long as i don’t let my menstration bloodSSSS get to my head while it’s still boiling. i didn’t really get what he was telling me, but that’s fine. since i’m feeling better now!!

they<my braincells> seem to be cooperating with me nowadays.. i just dunno how long this peace treaty will last. i’m almost positive that another blow will hit around late this month. i better prepare some downer before it happens. sigh!

i’ve also been talking to my mirror lately. there’s nobody else to talk to. especially with a bodyclock-in-ruins nowadays - nobody seems to be interested in a good conversation around 2am, so i’m stuck with my mirror. the image inside seems to like me, y’know.. that’s a relief. she’s just a little weird.. coz she also talks while i’m talking, then i just found out that my mouth also moves while SHE’s talking. weird!! i ain’t got a choice anyway, since silence drives me nuts. i need an outlet where i can release all the energy surging inside me!! besides, that girl also likes talking to me.. how did i know? she just told me last night.

THey’re gone.. the car took them away from the dorm, then the plane finally took them home..

we’re left without mommies in Japan.

we’re so sad and mad at the same time, knowing they can now gorge down all the delicious filipino food while we’re left salivating for something we can’t get our hands on for the next six months.

To Duckie & Panda:

Nakapalit nami ticket for Nagoya. We’re going through 13th’s night bus then go home by 15th’s night bus as well.. we miss y’all!

woOHhoH!!

here we go again.. being stuck in my room doing nothing for hours drives me nuts.. i’m losing my wits! i’m emailing people with nonesensical things.. if you haven’t recieve any mails from me yet, you just sit tight and wait up!! it’s on express delivery!!! weeeheoooOOOO!!! whoa!!!

i’m driving my boyfriend loco with my endless mails for days.. and i can’t seem to find a way to stop it!! am i enjoying it?!!! hell, no!!! N-O - NO!!! <is there any way to make this font bigger? i’m desperate!>

i’m screaming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i’m beating the keyboard!!
i need to find an outlet for my rage!!! -NOW!!!-
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
great!! but i’m not relieved yet..

whew! i better take something for this… maybe a cup of coffee.. BUT I AIN’T GOT COFFEEEE??!?

is this enough about me? about me?! i don’t even know what am i. though i just realized that i have a huge crack in my head, y’know.. i hit the floor while sleeping this morning. my body clock is dirupted for no apparent reason!! see?? crackhead!!

CAUTION:

DON’T READ! HIGHLY DEADLY for the little brain cells that never cease to pop every second…. damn! maybe that’s why i’m losing my mind, because i ain’t got any braincells left to sustain my sanity..

P.S.

If i’m goner before i see you.. DAD, MOM, BADJ, LARA - thanks! i love you. All of my Relatives, and Friends.. thanks also, though i can’t actually enumerate for what, jus THANKS! Junex, my ever patient boyfriend, — now what?? still thanks and i love you?! i’m a chicken running without my feathers here. i can’t even find the right words to write in my LAST WILL!!!

again, to my Junex <dadi> i entrust all my stufftoys to you. just let LARA play with it, but technically they bear your name. whatawholelot of babies i’ll leave you! take care of them.. they take a lot of responsibility and time. I trust you to wash them every now&then.

CIAO!!!

WAHHHHHH!!!!!!!! URGH!!!

:!"’(#=~=()’)("’#*+*+`~!((

*September 02, 2005 - about me for dunno how long.