au naturel

reopening an old wound..

shhh…

                          it’s coming out…

warm and fresh…

               straight from my being…

feeling the fervent gush of heat inside me…

                                                                                               as i stroke the surface to commemorate my passion…

the river of fire losing its drift as i immerse one last time…

                        bloodsucked and dry…

pathetically caressing one last imprint to seal the bloodshed…                                                                                                                                                      

as the quest for pain ends, such flood was never in vain,

a creation made out of passion will forever be imprinted and engraved –

never to be obliterated or effaced ————————————————————————————————————————————————————————-——————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————-"Drift"

*and another one that will be mine to keep,

personal fulfillment filled me once again,

as i’ve surpassed another hurdle against pain.

just go on.. pass me by.. don’t bother me..
leave me be.. 

*i would love to be a wall-flower, but i seem too big for that.

*i would love to sit and be still, but i seem too hyper for that.

*i would love to walk for miles and miles, but i seem too lazy for that.

*i would love to finish reading LOTR, but i seem too impatient for that.

*i would love to watch FRIENDS, but i seem too occupied for that.

*i would love to go home, but i seem too tied for that.

*i would love to shop in Harajuku today, but i seem too poor for that.

*i would love to jump from the building, but i seem too wise for that.

*i would love to play under the train’s wheels, but i seem too old for that.

*i would love to be hit by a truck for once, but i seem too sensible for that.

i would love to be alone for awhile….

i’ll be around, don’t get me wrong.. i just need a break from the usual editions at the moment.. those who knew me, knew me well — i don’t need to provide you with information about things such as favorites&about me’s.

i’ll be checking my profile still, it might not be in the usual light but it works just as well — messages, testimonials & smiles will still be happily recieved. i’ll be replying messages as much as i can..

i’m kinda tired of posting new photos now&then, updating people of what they already know, and all those stuff. but, this phase may not last long. this might just be another of my Lunar Calendar activities. i’ll get over this phase sooner or later — i always do.

-just enjoy watching Incubus’ video on my page please.. that’s one of the best live performances i’ve ever seen or heard <?dunno>, despite the fact that Brandon looked like a monkey there.

*i’m singing timon&pumba’s theme song, "Hacuna Matata!".. i don’t really know why.. the song reminds me of my usual Saturday mornings when i was a kid, watching Disney Cartoons.

the name’s Verna
my family calls me Ta
relatives calls me Tyza
some friends branded me as their Mommy
while the others content themselves with VERNA
some spice it up with an "ix", thus it became Vernix

in Japan, with the absence of certain consonants, my name became BA-NA
my Korean batchm8s found it appropriate to add another NA
that’s why here, i’m happily called  BANANA-chang

do i like it?

i detested the banter then, being touchy of the fact that the banana makes me constipated! do i have a choice? there was none. it drove me nuts for awhile..

nevertheless, i’m a little cool about it already. i kinda like the name — maybe i’m keepin it. so…, wanna have some bananas?

bananas with a dash of nuts!

p.s.

leche! mahal kaayong saging diri.
mingaw nakog turon sa laguna!!!!
tempura&fishballs ni bossing!!!
sauce # 5 sa tempura!!
mani sa lib lobby!