Sleepless again..
Thursday, December 1st, 2005im a nocturnal animal. cant sleep when the moon is watching up ahead. cant close my eyes when silence creeps along with the shadows. and cant rest when the light is out.
my senses are always vigilant; always on guard for anything idiosyncratic. even in the confines of my little abode, they never cease to wander. my body feels their weariness, but their persistence betrays all the fatigue that is experienced.
bloodshot eyes, inflamed nose, dry throat, ringing ears, and pasty complexion comprise my person these days. an exact opposite of the jovial mood that i usually wear upon my face..
im tired.. wasted.. fatigued..
my body longs for a good, deep slumber.. and i doubt that it will finally be tonight.. i wish..
rest has never been this difficult.. im not asking for an eternal one though, just the kind that revives your physical disposition..
