Graduating Blues
Wednesday, June 13th, 2007this close to graduating. This clooooose! I only need 18 units to finish the course, and half of those - 3 subjects/9units - are repeats. Yeah, I know. I bummed a lot in the past year. Do not ask me why, because I have a long list of excuses and reasons why I did.
I’m 21 years old, still in college, while some of my batchmates are taking masterals, teaching — well, most of them are taking calls right now. Hehe. I know I should be doing something else right now.
I just don’t know if I have this subconscious fear of finishing school? Is this some kind of every graduating student’s dilemma? Hell, it sure is not making me feel any better. Although work seems to be a great idea - financial independence and "I’m busy" mode. Pretty inviting, eh? But the thing that taints my mind grey is the idea that there might be nothing in store for me. Heck!
Well, call centers are wiiiiideeely available, but that’s beside the point. I don’t want to end up in one. Working there is like a major brain-drain fiasco. I don’t like the idea of my brain cells popping one-by-one till the sizzle into nothingness. I’M NO STARFISH! (Sigh!)Thinking about it is already stressing me out.
I’ll shut up for now. I’m finishing my INCs. Can’t enroll without finishing it. Good luck to me. Arghh!
